SOMETIMES IT FELL LIKE I GOT NO SAY OF WHAT HAPPENS TO MY LIFE OR WHAT HAPPENS IN IT BUT SOME TIMES I JUST FELLS LIKE I AM ALL ALONE WITH NOTHING TO DO OR SAY. STILL TRYING TO FIND WORK BUT KNOWING AUSTRALIA THEIR IS NO JOBS GOING ON I JUST WISH THAT I MOVE TO ENGLAND OR THE USA TO FOR FELL A DREAM OF SINGING OR ACTING I KNOW THESE HARD WORK INCULED LIKE PHOTO-SHOTS AND INTERVIEWS AND ETC BUT I AM WILLING TO DO THE TRAVEL AND THE CHANGES THAT IS NEEDED. BUT LOOKING AT ME POSTING LIKE THIS SOME INTERVIEW TO SEE IF IT GETS ACROSS.
IF SOMEONE WHO WORKS FOR MUSIC INDUSTRY HERE AND LOOK AT MY SINGING http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9WiwmHzAwFQ
ANYWAYS I GOT TO GO GUYS TALK LATER
BYE ......
Sunday, 15 December 2013
Tuesday, 10 December 2013
TO BE REGRETFUL OF THE MISTAKE THAT COULD COST ME
I BLOCK OFF THE WHOLE MITCHELL BARTLEY PERSON FROM MY LIFE AND I FELL LIKE I HAVE MADE A HUGE MISTAKE ABOUT IT I STILL LOVE HIM AND DO REALLY MISS HIM SO FUCKEN MUCH. I AM WRITTEN THIS WHILST I AM CRYING MY EYES OFF.
I LOST A MATE
I LOST MY SEX PATTERN
I LOST MY SOUL MATE
I LOST MY FIRST LOVE
HOPE HE READ THIS TO KNOW HOW FUCKEN SORRY I AM JUST WANT HIM TO KNOW THAT I DO STILL LOVE HIM.
I LOVE MITCHELL BARTLEY
I AM REGRETTING GETTING IN CONTACT WITH JOSH BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN IN A BAD MOOD FOR THE PAST TWO WEEK STUPID BASTARD HE GO'S ONLINE TELL'S US HE WANTS US AND THEN HE SAID CAN REMEMBER WHAT HAPPEN LAST NITE I WAS DRUNK OF HIS HEAD AND WE MAKES PLANS TO MEET UP AND AS SOON AS I HAVE PLAN ON THE LAST MIN HE GETS ALL UPSET AND RUDE ABOUT THINGS AND THEN SAID WE SHOULD JUST BE MATES WHO NOT FUCK I AM LIKE WHAT THE FUCK
ANY WHO GOT TO GO NOW
I LOST A MATE
I LOST MY SEX PATTERN
I LOST MY SOUL MATE
I LOST MY FIRST LOVE
HOPE HE READ THIS TO KNOW HOW FUCKEN SORRY I AM JUST WANT HIM TO KNOW THAT I DO STILL LOVE HIM.
I LOVE MITCHELL BARTLEY
I AM REGRETTING GETTING IN CONTACT WITH JOSH BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN IN A BAD MOOD FOR THE PAST TWO WEEK STUPID BASTARD HE GO'S ONLINE TELL'S US HE WANTS US AND THEN HE SAID CAN REMEMBER WHAT HAPPEN LAST NITE I WAS DRUNK OF HIS HEAD AND WE MAKES PLANS TO MEET UP AND AS SOON AS I HAVE PLAN ON THE LAST MIN HE GETS ALL UPSET AND RUDE ABOUT THINGS AND THEN SAID WE SHOULD JUST BE MATES WHO NOT FUCK I AM LIKE WHAT THE FUCK
ANY WHO GOT TO GO NOW
Tuesday, 3 December 2013
LOVE OF FRIENDS AND FAMILY
EVEN WHEN I THOUGTH ME AND BEN BRADY WOULD NEVER HAVE A FRIENDSHIP WE ENDED UP TALKING OVER A TOPIC ON FACEBOOK THAT SHOWED ME HE STILL CARES FOR ME BUT IN A FRIENDSHIP WAY WHICH MEET SO MUCH FOR ME TO HEAR BECAUSE ALL I HAVE EVER WANTED IS THAT. IT JUST FELLS SO GREAT
TO MAKE IT BETTER I FELL MORE CLOSE TO KARLAH BECAUSE WHEN HER CAME TO MY RESCUE KARLAH TOLD ME SOME REALLY SUPPORT THINGS WHICH MADE ME LIKE HER MORE AS A SISTER.
MATT AND I ARE STILL MATE BUT FOR SOME REASON I KNOW I COULD ALWAYS COUNT ON HIM TALKING TO HIS GIRLFRIEND MADE EVERYTHING EVEN BETTER I THINK FOR A LONG TIME I MADE AND NEW MATE
EVERYTHING IS PERFECT BUT THESE ONLY TWO THINGS ON MY MIND
JOSHUA HINKLEY
MITHCELL BARTLEY
JOSH BECAUSE I LIKE HIM BUT I WANT A RELATIONSHIP AND HE DOSENT HE WANTS US TO BE MATES FOR NOW AND HAVE BENEFITS INVOULED WITH IT TOO
MITHCELL WANTED THE SAME THING BUT IT TOOK ME 4 YEAR TO RELIZED THAT I AM I JUST FULL FOR THAT TRICK AGAIN OF SHOULD I JUST FOLOW MY HEART WHICH IS BEEN WITH JOSH WHAT TO DO??????
ME AND MITHCELL ENDED EVERYTHING FROM FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS TO AND POSSIBLE FRIENDSHIP
WHO CARES WELL I DO HE WAS MY FRIST LOVE AND STILL LOVE HIM TO THIS DAY YET AGAIN MY HEART WAS HURTING
GOT TO GO STAY TUNE IN
TO MAKE IT BETTER I FELL MORE CLOSE TO KARLAH BECAUSE WHEN HER CAME TO MY RESCUE KARLAH TOLD ME SOME REALLY SUPPORT THINGS WHICH MADE ME LIKE HER MORE AS A SISTER.
MATT AND I ARE STILL MATE BUT FOR SOME REASON I KNOW I COULD ALWAYS COUNT ON HIM TALKING TO HIS GIRLFRIEND MADE EVERYTHING EVEN BETTER I THINK FOR A LONG TIME I MADE AND NEW MATE
EVERYTHING IS PERFECT BUT THESE ONLY TWO THINGS ON MY MIND
JOSHUA HINKLEY
MITHCELL BARTLEY
JOSH BECAUSE I LIKE HIM BUT I WANT A RELATIONSHIP AND HE DOSENT HE WANTS US TO BE MATES FOR NOW AND HAVE BENEFITS INVOULED WITH IT TOO
MITHCELL WANTED THE SAME THING BUT IT TOOK ME 4 YEAR TO RELIZED THAT I AM I JUST FULL FOR THAT TRICK AGAIN OF SHOULD I JUST FOLOW MY HEART WHICH IS BEEN WITH JOSH WHAT TO DO??????
ME AND MITHCELL ENDED EVERYTHING FROM FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS TO AND POSSIBLE FRIENDSHIP
WHO CARES WELL I DO HE WAS MY FRIST LOVE AND STILL LOVE HIM TO THIS DAY YET AGAIN MY HEART WAS HURTING
GOT TO GO STAY TUNE IN
Friday, 22 November 2013
REAL OR USED
IN 2010 I MEET MITHCELL BARTLEY BUT AT THE TIME I WAS DATING HIS BEST FRIEND MATT BUT ONE DAY MITHCELL SAID ( WE SHOULD SWAP GIRLFRIENDS FOR THE DAY ) EVERYTHING WAS OK BUT ONLY WHEN IT TRUN 1PM WHEN SOMETHING SEXUAL AND MISUDERSTANDING THING HAPPEND BETWEEN BOTH ME AND MITHCELL. WE DID IT ON AND OFF FOR ABOUT A YEAR BUT WE ENDED IT BUT BEFORE THAT I TOLD MATT AND MITHCELL TOLD COURTNEY HIS PUBLIC GIRLFRIEND AT THE TIME.
IN 2011 WE KETP US MATES BUT WE ENDED UP BEING TOGIVER NOT KNOW WHY THEN IT END I STARTED TO SEE ANOTHER DUDE WHICH THEN MITHCELL GOT INVOULED HAD SAID TO ME [HE IS ONLY USING YOU FOR SEX ] MITCHELL THEN WENT TO BEN BRADY AND TOLD HIM [I WAS USING HIM TO GET BACK AT MITCHELL HIMSELF] ALL OF THIS WAS UNTRUE AND ALL FAULSE ON HIS BEHALF BUT I WAS CARELESS TO BELIVE WHAT HE HAD SAID
2012 SENIOR YEAR MITCHELL AND I WHERE MATES FOR A LONG TIME BUT PEOPLE SAID THINGS AND BULLIED ME AND MADE ME OUT TO BE SOMETHING I WASNT MITCHELL FELL INTO THE TRAP AND BECAME AGAINST ME AND FOR HIS SO CALLED MATES THAT TRUSHED HIS NAME WITH FAULTS DEALS AND LIES. ANYWAYS HE CALLED ME EVERY NAME UNDER THE SUN AND BULLIED ME OUT OF SCHOOLS. SO IN LATE 2012 I DROP OUT AND NEVER LOOKED BACK AT THE PAST BUT NOT MATTER HOW FAR AWAY I WAS THE BULLIES CALLED AND TEXT ME AND EMAIL ME WITH HORROABLE THINGS TO SAY TO ME.
BYE NEW YEARS THINGS GOT BETTER NO ONE FROM MY PAST WAS HURTING ME ANYMORE I WAS HAPPY AT PEICES BUT MITHCELL CAME BACK AND STARTED TO CALL ON ME AND VISTING ME WE ENDED UP DATING BUT IT TRUNS OUT ALL THE VIST AND FUCKING WAS ONLY FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS NOTHING MORE OR LESS. I WANTED HIM TO BE MY HUSBEN BUT OBBVISOULY NOTHING GO'S MY WAY IT NEVER DOSE.
LIKE IN MID 2012 I HAD A MISSCAGE TO A GUY WHO I WONT MENSION FOR SO MANY REASON BUT THE PAID WILL NEVER LEAVE OR GO IT ALWAYS STAYS WITH ME FOR HOW LONG I NOT KNOW. ALL I CAN DO IS MOVE FORWARD AND HOPE FOR THE BEST AND LIVE MY LIFE BY TAKING BY TAKING BABY STEPS IT IS ALL I CAN DO FOR NOW !!!!!
ANYWAYS I HAVE TO GO TALK LATER
IN 2011 WE KETP US MATES BUT WE ENDED UP BEING TOGIVER NOT KNOW WHY THEN IT END I STARTED TO SEE ANOTHER DUDE WHICH THEN MITHCELL GOT INVOULED HAD SAID TO ME [HE IS ONLY USING YOU FOR SEX ] MITCHELL THEN WENT TO BEN BRADY AND TOLD HIM [I WAS USING HIM TO GET BACK AT MITCHELL HIMSELF] ALL OF THIS WAS UNTRUE AND ALL FAULSE ON HIS BEHALF BUT I WAS CARELESS TO BELIVE WHAT HE HAD SAID
2012 SENIOR YEAR MITCHELL AND I WHERE MATES FOR A LONG TIME BUT PEOPLE SAID THINGS AND BULLIED ME AND MADE ME OUT TO BE SOMETHING I WASNT MITCHELL FELL INTO THE TRAP AND BECAME AGAINST ME AND FOR HIS SO CALLED MATES THAT TRUSHED HIS NAME WITH FAULTS DEALS AND LIES. ANYWAYS HE CALLED ME EVERY NAME UNDER THE SUN AND BULLIED ME OUT OF SCHOOLS. SO IN LATE 2012 I DROP OUT AND NEVER LOOKED BACK AT THE PAST BUT NOT MATTER HOW FAR AWAY I WAS THE BULLIES CALLED AND TEXT ME AND EMAIL ME WITH HORROABLE THINGS TO SAY TO ME.
BYE NEW YEARS THINGS GOT BETTER NO ONE FROM MY PAST WAS HURTING ME ANYMORE I WAS HAPPY AT PEICES BUT MITHCELL CAME BACK AND STARTED TO CALL ON ME AND VISTING ME WE ENDED UP DATING BUT IT TRUNS OUT ALL THE VIST AND FUCKING WAS ONLY FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS NOTHING MORE OR LESS. I WANTED HIM TO BE MY HUSBEN BUT OBBVISOULY NOTHING GO'S MY WAY IT NEVER DOSE.
LIKE IN MID 2012 I HAD A MISSCAGE TO A GUY WHO I WONT MENSION FOR SO MANY REASON BUT THE PAID WILL NEVER LEAVE OR GO IT ALWAYS STAYS WITH ME FOR HOW LONG I NOT KNOW. ALL I CAN DO IS MOVE FORWARD AND HOPE FOR THE BEST AND LIVE MY LIFE BY TAKING BY TAKING BABY STEPS IT IS ALL I CAN DO FOR NOW !!!!!
ANYWAYS I HAVE TO GO TALK LATER
Sunday, 10 November 2013
Tuesday, 29 October 2013
THE TOP 7 SONG OF 2013 from jacqueline howe
AT NUMBER 7
http://youtu.be/8Lp5Rhqi-EQ
AT NUMBER 6
http://youtu.be/NWdrO4BoCu8
AT NUMBER 5
http://youtu.be/rQi8wEHMm5Y
AT NUMBER 4
http://youtu.be/_i2EwTKRmsU
AT NUMBER 3
http://youtu.be/rv8C1wjbsKw
AT NUMBER 2
http://youtu.be/Avx35Mjkkhw
AT NUMBER 1
http://youtu.be/CQ9JdDAbKH0
THEY MAYBE OLD SONG FOR LONG AGO BUT THEY ARE STILL ROCKING ANYWHERE THAT YOU HEAR IT SO CHECK THEM OUT AND ALSO CHECK OUT MY PAGE
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THANKS FOR WATCHING AND LOOK AT THIS BLOG STAY TUNE FOR MORE TO COME
http://youtu.be/8Lp5Rhqi-EQ
AT NUMBER 6
http://youtu.be/NWdrO4BoCu8
AT NUMBER 5
http://youtu.be/rQi8wEHMm5Y
AT NUMBER 4
http://youtu.be/_i2EwTKRmsU
AT NUMBER 3
http://youtu.be/rv8C1wjbsKw
AT NUMBER 2
http://youtu.be/Avx35Mjkkhw
AT NUMBER 1
http://youtu.be/CQ9JdDAbKH0
THEY MAYBE OLD SONG FOR LONG AGO BUT THEY ARE STILL ROCKING ANYWHERE THAT YOU HEAR IT SO CHECK THEM OUT AND ALSO CHECK OUT MY PAGE
FOLLOW ME ON YOUTUBE
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCS2nDNcG4_JLDuix4kus7BA
FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER
@Howe_jacqueline (https://twitter.com/howe_jacqueline )
THANKS FOR WATCHING AND LOOK AT THIS BLOG STAY TUNE FOR MORE TO COME
Monday, 23 September 2013
THANK GOD
SO AFTER THAT WHOLE WEEK OF EMMA GIVING ME SHIT HER HAS FINALLY LEFT AND THANK GOD TOO. ANOTHER WEEK I WOULD OF DIED HAHA.
SO I AM THINKING OF BECOMING A CIA SPY OR A FBI SPY OR A NCIS SPY OR A NSA SPY I WOULD LOVE TO LIVE IN A WORLD FULL OF SECRETE AND MYSTERY..
BUT IT ALL GOOD TO THINK THAT BUT IT IS THE ACTION THAT SPEAK LOUDER.
ALTHOUGH SINGING AND ACTING WOULD BE GREAT TO DO BUT I JUST WANT TO GET OUT OF AUSTRALIA FOREVER AND NEVER LOOK BACK AND HAVE THOUGH WHAT IF'S IN MY HEAD. I WANT A BETTER LIFE FOR MY FUTURE CHILDREN.
ANYWAYS LATELY I HAVE BEEN HAVING SEXUAL THOUGHTS OF A SEXY OLDER MALE MAN WE ALL KNOW THIS SEXIE MAN DANNY TREJO
FEMALE ON THE PLANT
ANYWAYS GOT TO GO NOW SO TALK LATER CYA'S
SO I AM THINKING OF BECOMING A CIA SPY OR A FBI SPY OR A NCIS SPY OR A NSA SPY I WOULD LOVE TO LIVE IN A WORLD FULL OF SECRETE AND MYSTERY..
BUT IT ALL GOOD TO THINK THAT BUT IT IS THE ACTION THAT SPEAK LOUDER.
ALTHOUGH SINGING AND ACTING WOULD BE GREAT TO DO BUT I JUST WANT TO GET OUT OF AUSTRALIA FOREVER AND NEVER LOOK BACK AND HAVE THOUGH WHAT IF'S IN MY HEAD. I WANT A BETTER LIFE FOR MY FUTURE CHILDREN.
ANYWAYS LATELY I HAVE BEEN HAVING SEXUAL THOUGHTS OF A SEXY OLDER MALE MAN WE ALL KNOW THIS SEXIE MAN DANNY TREJO
EVEN THOUGH HE IS 69 AND I AM 18 YEARS OLD HE IS STILL HOT AND HAS THAT SEXUAL LOOK TO HIMSELF
ANYWAYS I WANT TO SEE HIS NEW MACHETE MOVIE FT MAYTE MICHELLE RODRIGUEZ THE MOST HOTTEST
ANYWAYS GOT TO GO NOW SO TALK LATER CYA'S
Tuesday, 17 September 2013
IT HAS STARTED
SO EMMA GOT HERE YESTERDAY FOR THE FIRST 20 MINS NO BITCHINESS
I WAS HAPPY BUT THEN BEN GOT HERE AND STARTED TO TALK ABOUT MITHCELL AND WHY HE HARDLY COMES OVER THEN EMMA WALKS PAST SAYING IF IT WAS ONLY A MONTHLY VISIT IN MY MIND I WAS LIKE SHUT THE FUCK UP.
AFTER THAT I WAS TRYING TO VOICE MY OWN OPTION AND EMMA WAS LIKE WHATS THE POINT OF TALK OVER THE TOP OF PEOPLE I WAS LIKE ARE YOU KIDDING ME I NOT I AM THE MOST RESPECTFUL AND UNDERSTANDING PERSON EVER I ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE ARE TRYING TO SAY TO ME AND OTHERS AROUND ME IF ANYTHING CAMERON AND JESSICA ARE THE WORSE AT IT.
LATER THAT NIGHT HER MADE A COMMENT SAYING THAT THE GOVERNMENT SHOULD NOT BE SEALING BEER OR ANY ACHOLE TO 18 YEAR OLD PEOPLE BECAUSE THEY KNOW THAT IT IS BAD FOR THEIR BODY WHILST POINTING AT ME. I NOT HAVE A DRINKING PROBLEM I DRINK FAST BECAUSE I AM NERVOUS OR UNDER PRESSURE. YOU CANT BLAME ME FOR BEEN HUMAN YOU CAN'T BLAME ME FOR TRYING TO HAVE A GOOD TIME.
I AM OVER THE SHIT AND I GOT ANOTHER 3 DAYS OF THIS SHIT I JUST HOPE THESE 3 DAYS GO BY FAST SO I CAN GET AWAY FROM HER. EMMA MAKES ME LOOK AND FELL SO BAD AND IT DOSE UPSET ME THE WAY HER GO'S ABOUT THINGS. IF YOU NOT LIKE ME THEN SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE AND MOVE ON NOT KEEP ON PUSHING PEOPLE DOWN OR MAKING PEOPLE FELL BAD.
CALLING DR DREW HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ANYWAYS GOT TO GO TALK LATER
CYA'S
I WAS HAPPY BUT THEN BEN GOT HERE AND STARTED TO TALK ABOUT MITHCELL AND WHY HE HARDLY COMES OVER THEN EMMA WALKS PAST SAYING IF IT WAS ONLY A MONTHLY VISIT IN MY MIND I WAS LIKE SHUT THE FUCK UP.
AFTER THAT I WAS TRYING TO VOICE MY OWN OPTION AND EMMA WAS LIKE WHATS THE POINT OF TALK OVER THE TOP OF PEOPLE I WAS LIKE ARE YOU KIDDING ME I NOT I AM THE MOST RESPECTFUL AND UNDERSTANDING PERSON EVER I ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE ARE TRYING TO SAY TO ME AND OTHERS AROUND ME IF ANYTHING CAMERON AND JESSICA ARE THE WORSE AT IT.
LATER THAT NIGHT HER MADE A COMMENT SAYING THAT THE GOVERNMENT SHOULD NOT BE SEALING BEER OR ANY ACHOLE TO 18 YEAR OLD PEOPLE BECAUSE THEY KNOW THAT IT IS BAD FOR THEIR BODY WHILST POINTING AT ME. I NOT HAVE A DRINKING PROBLEM I DRINK FAST BECAUSE I AM NERVOUS OR UNDER PRESSURE. YOU CANT BLAME ME FOR BEEN HUMAN YOU CAN'T BLAME ME FOR TRYING TO HAVE A GOOD TIME.
I AM OVER THE SHIT AND I GOT ANOTHER 3 DAYS OF THIS SHIT I JUST HOPE THESE 3 DAYS GO BY FAST SO I CAN GET AWAY FROM HER. EMMA MAKES ME LOOK AND FELL SO BAD AND IT DOSE UPSET ME THE WAY HER GO'S ABOUT THINGS. IF YOU NOT LIKE ME THEN SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE AND MOVE ON NOT KEEP ON PUSHING PEOPLE DOWN OR MAKING PEOPLE FELL BAD.
CALLING DR DREW HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ANYWAYS GOT TO GO TALK LATER
CYA'S
Saturday, 14 September 2013
the panic stage
YESTERDAY MY DAD TOLD ME TO INVITE MITCHELL OVER FOR THE 50TH BDAY BUT WHAT MAKES IT MORE WORSE IT THAT BOTH BEN AND EMMA AKA THE SIBLINGS ARE GOING TO BE THEIR LIKE FUCK MY LIFE. ONE OTHER MAIN PART IS DAD THINKS MITCHELL IS MY BOYFRIEND AND HIS NOT HIS A CLOSE FRIENDS WHOM SOMETIMES FUCK EACH OTHER. I EVEN HAD A PANIC ATTACK IN THE SHOWER JUST THEN ABOUT IT.
ME AND EMMA HAVE BEEN FRIGHTING LOT ON FACEBOOK SO I THINKING THIS WEEK COMING UP SHOULD BE INTERESTING TO SEE WHAT PLANS OUT.
ME AND BEN DAD AND JESS AND CAMERON HAD A FEW BEERS IN THE BACK YARD AND SPENT 5 HOUR JUST TALKING IT WAS NICE TO SEE WHAT PEOPLE IMPORT IS IN LIFE.
FOR SOME REASON I AM SO KEEN FOR THE BDAY COMING UP FAMILY AND ECT
WHAT TO DO AYE I DO NOT KNOW LOOK AT ME AGAIN TALKING THOUGH A LAPTOP BLOGGER SITE LAME I KNOW BUT IT IS THE ONLY WAY I GET ACROSS TO PEOPLE AND MYSELF. TURNS OUT I AM A GREAT WRITER HAHA.
GOT TO GO BUT TUNE IN FOR MORE..................
FROM JACQUELINE HOWE
ME AND EMMA HAVE BEEN FRIGHTING LOT ON FACEBOOK SO I THINKING THIS WEEK COMING UP SHOULD BE INTERESTING TO SEE WHAT PLANS OUT.
ME AND BEN DAD AND JESS AND CAMERON HAD A FEW BEERS IN THE BACK YARD AND SPENT 5 HOUR JUST TALKING IT WAS NICE TO SEE WHAT PEOPLE IMPORT IS IN LIFE.
FOR SOME REASON I AM SO KEEN FOR THE BDAY COMING UP FAMILY AND ECT
WHAT TO DO AYE I DO NOT KNOW LOOK AT ME AGAIN TALKING THOUGH A LAPTOP BLOGGER SITE LAME I KNOW BUT IT IS THE ONLY WAY I GET ACROSS TO PEOPLE AND MYSELF. TURNS OUT I AM A GREAT WRITER HAHA.
GOT TO GO BUT TUNE IN FOR MORE..................
FROM JACQUELINE HOWE
Tuesday, 10 September 2013
UNDER THE DOME NEWS
UNDER THE DOME HAS PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT TWO MAIN PEOPLE THE BIG JIM AND BARBIE.
WHEN BIG JIM COVERS HIS TRACK OF HIS MUNDERIST KILL SPRING. HE FINDS HIMSELF DEALING WITH THE UNKNOWN SOURCE OF THE PINK PURPLE EGG AND HAS PEOPLE LOOKING OVER 3 OF THE CHOSEN PROTECTOR'S TO HELP FIND THE SOURCE. HAVING KNOWN THAT HE HAS THE WHOLE TOWN FOOLED.
WHEN BARBIE IS ON THE RUN FROM THE TOWNS PEOPLE BARBIE TRY TO HELP JULIA AND FINDS HIMSELF MAKING A DEAL WITH BIG TO MAKE SURE THE KIDS AND JULIA STAY SAFE BUT JULIA TELL ANGIE THAT BARBIE MAY BE SET UP FOR CRIMES HE DID NOT COMET.
THE EGG FINALLY SHOWS ACTION THAT LOOKS LIKES IT IS ABOUT TO HATCH AND MIGTH EVEN SAVE BARBIE FROM WHAT EVER IS HAPPENING IN THE TOWN. WHILST THE ARMY IS STILL LOOK FOR BARBIE OUTSIDE THE DOME FOR UNKNOWN REASONS.
WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS OF THE SHOW SO FAR ALSO NOT FORGET TO FOLLOW ME DARLINGS HAHA
I AM YOUR HOST JACQUELINE HOWE STAY TUNE FOR MORE UPDATES OF YOUR SHOWS AND CELBS
#UNDERTHEDOME
#CHANLETEN
#FOLLOWME
Monday, 9 September 2013
her is at it again
MILEY CRYUS NEW SONG HAS GOT PEOPLE AND TWEETER TRENDING WORLD WIDE
THE TEEN POP STAR IS SEEN NUDE IN HER NEW SONG WRECKING BALL
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=My2FRPA3Gf8
THE GIRL WE ONCE KNEW IS NOW GONE
THE TEEN POP STAR IS SEEN NUDE IN HER NEW SONG WRECKING BALL
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=My2FRPA3Gf8
THE GIRL WE ONCE KNEW IS NOW GONE
OUR SOURCE TELL US VIEWER AND TRENDING OVER THE POP START CHOSE OF DANCE AND DRESSING ONE VIEWER SAID I CAN NOT BELIEVE MY DAUGHTER LOOKS UP TO THIS PERSON WHAT KIND OF A ROLE MODEL IS HER NOW.
WE ARE ASKING HOW DID A SWEET GIRL TURN OUT TO BE SO SLUTTY.
LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK AND FOLLOW ME TOO
THANKS FOR READING THIS
#ENEWS
#TMZ
CLOSER BABE
WHEN THE DAYS GET CLOSER AND CLOSER TO EMMA GETTING HERE I AM FILLING SO SO ANZTIEY ABOUT THE WHOLE THING. I WAS HOPING THAT HER WOULD'NT COME OVER AND STAY UP THEIR WITH THE DEADBEAT BUT I KNOW HER IS COMING FOR MOM AND ALL I CAN DO IS SUCK IT UP AND LET IT BE BECAUSE AT THE END OF THE DAY I AM NOT THE BAD PERSON HER IS. 2 YEARS ALMOST WITHOUT A VISIT AND THE AMOUNT OF TIMES HER HAS HARASSED AND BULLIED ME AND MY OTHER SISTER...
HELP ME SOMEONE.................
WEEK TWO DAY 2 AND I AM STILL SICK I AM OVER THE CRAP I WISH I WAS BACK TO HEALTH I AM KINDER WORRIED BECAUSE I AM ALSO LATE ANYWAYS IF I NOT GET BETTER I WILL CALL A DOCTOR TO HELP ME......
LIFE COULD NOT BE BETTER RIGHT RIGHT :-0
GOT TO GO NOW MY SISTER JUST BROCK A GLASS HOPE HER IS OK BYE XOXO GOSSIP GIRL
HELP ME SOMEONE.................
WEEK TWO DAY 2 AND I AM STILL SICK I AM OVER THE CRAP I WISH I WAS BACK TO HEALTH I AM KINDER WORRIED BECAUSE I AM ALSO LATE ANYWAYS IF I NOT GET BETTER I WILL CALL A DOCTOR TO HELP ME......
LIFE COULD NOT BE BETTER RIGHT RIGHT :-0
GOT TO GO NOW MY SISTER JUST BROCK A GLASS HOPE HER IS OK BYE XOXO GOSSIP GIRL
life or to be armed
DEAR MY SELF
GUESS WHAT EMMA IS COMING HOME FOR THE 50TH BIRTHDAY OF MY WELL OUR MOTHER. IN TWO WAYS I AM HAPPY BECAUSE IT FOR MUM AND NOT ABOUT HERSELF FOR A CHANGE AND ANOTHER WAY IS THAT THE PERVERT DELLAS IS NOT COMING OVER THIS TIME HAHAHA. IN A WAY I KNOW EMMA COMING OVER ONLY MEANS BAD STUFF WILL HAPPEN BY BAD I MEAN VERBAL ABUSE AND BULLING LIKE ALWAYS. I JUST WISH EMMA KNEW HOW MUCH HER COMMENT AFFECTS PEOPLE IN A BAD NEGATIVE WAY.....
HAVE BEEN SICK FOR A GOOD TWO WEEKS NOW AND I AM SO OVER THE SHIT SOS HAHA NO JOKES I AM SICK TO DEATH OF COUGHING ALL THE TIME EVEN WHEN I LAUGH.......
I FELL AND SEE BLAKE REED IS HIDING SOMETHING BACK FROM ME BUT WHAT SOME HOW AND SOME WAY I WILL FIND OUT I LIKE HOLDING ON SECRET SPECIALLY THE MOST DRITYST ONES LIKE PRETTY LITTLE LIARS NEVER TRUSTED A PRETTY GIRL WITH AN UGLY SECRET........
I AM STILL KEEP MY PROMISE TO MITCHELL THAT I WILL LOOK FORWARD TO EACH DAY EVEN WHEN IT IS A CELEBRATION DAY I LOVE HIM SO MUCH HE HAS MADE ME SO HAPPY AND A PIT POSITIVE TOO THANKS BUB XOXO AND I CAN NOT WAIT TO GET MARRIED TO YOU IN THE NEXT 2 YEARS..........
ANYWAYS GOT TO GO BUT KEEP YOU TUNE INTO MY LIFE OF WELL ME I GUESS LOVE YOU'S ALL GOODNITE OR EVENING OR GOOD MORNING WHERE EVER YOU'S MAYBE ATM
GUESS WHAT EMMA IS COMING HOME FOR THE 50TH BIRTHDAY OF MY WELL OUR MOTHER. IN TWO WAYS I AM HAPPY BECAUSE IT FOR MUM AND NOT ABOUT HERSELF FOR A CHANGE AND ANOTHER WAY IS THAT THE PERVERT DELLAS IS NOT COMING OVER THIS TIME HAHAHA. IN A WAY I KNOW EMMA COMING OVER ONLY MEANS BAD STUFF WILL HAPPEN BY BAD I MEAN VERBAL ABUSE AND BULLING LIKE ALWAYS. I JUST WISH EMMA KNEW HOW MUCH HER COMMENT AFFECTS PEOPLE IN A BAD NEGATIVE WAY.....
HAVE BEEN SICK FOR A GOOD TWO WEEKS NOW AND I AM SO OVER THE SHIT SOS HAHA NO JOKES I AM SICK TO DEATH OF COUGHING ALL THE TIME EVEN WHEN I LAUGH.......
I FELL AND SEE BLAKE REED IS HIDING SOMETHING BACK FROM ME BUT WHAT SOME HOW AND SOME WAY I WILL FIND OUT I LIKE HOLDING ON SECRET SPECIALLY THE MOST DRITYST ONES LIKE PRETTY LITTLE LIARS NEVER TRUSTED A PRETTY GIRL WITH AN UGLY SECRET........
I AM STILL KEEP MY PROMISE TO MITCHELL THAT I WILL LOOK FORWARD TO EACH DAY EVEN WHEN IT IS A CELEBRATION DAY I LOVE HIM SO MUCH HE HAS MADE ME SO HAPPY AND A PIT POSITIVE TOO THANKS BUB XOXO AND I CAN NOT WAIT TO GET MARRIED TO YOU IN THE NEXT 2 YEARS..........
ANYWAYS GOT TO GO BUT KEEP YOU TUNE INTO MY LIFE OF WELL ME I GUESS LOVE YOU'S ALL GOODNITE OR EVENING OR GOOD MORNING WHERE EVER YOU'S MAYBE ATM
Sunday, 8 September 2013
fan of pretty little liars
caleb rivers account
user name: calebriverCR1
password :422SwS1DaR1105!
ALL FOLDER AND FILES
HANNA'S RADLEY PASS
iussed RD13-178
visting 45-2314
guset number 04526
barcode number 46575960612
radley sanitarium
CECE DRAKES RADLEY PASS
cece drake
guset no 031758
visitng 26-0034
barcode 465765960612
darklette county pa philadelphia pennsylvania 215
phone+1 610-215-5555
PHONE NUMBER INFORMATION USED IN THE SHOW
phone number
215-469-3561
YMAX COMMUNICATION CORP LANDLINE FROM PHILADELPHIA ,PA
ON ROAD HAVERTOWN AND NEAR THE EAST PAST ON ROTE 76
IS REAL
ALSO HAS A ANOTHER NUMBER UNDER THE SAME DETAILS
BUT DIFFERNT NUMBER 215-469-3561
ALL USED ON PRETTY LITTLE LIARS
FOR BOTH TOBY AND MONA'S THE ONE SPENCER USED TO FIND TOBY
235 sqruce street in b haven THIS IS USED IN ONE OF THE NEWSPAPERS FOR CONVATION BETWEEN ALISON AND THE PERSON WHO WAS TRYING TO HURT HER IT IS A REAL PLACE UP FOR RENT http://www.redfin.com/PA/Glenolden/235-Spruce-St-19036/home/38251510 MAYBE ALISON MEET UP WITH THE PERSON AND BECAUSE OF THE MEET HER KNEW HER WAS UNSAFE THAT WHY ALISON WENT INTO HIDING SEE LIKE A GOOD REASON TOO.
vivian darkbloom SINGED INTO THE LOST WOODS RESORT SEPTEMBER 9TH BUT WHEN TOBY SHOW HIS TATTOO SPENCER HASTING SAW IT SAYING 109 THAT SEPTEMBER 1TH THE DAY ALISON WENT MISSING IF ALISON WENT MISSING THAT DAY HOW COULD HER BOOK INTO THE HOTEL ON THE 9TH MAYBE ALISON IS ALIVE BUT IN HIDING.
user name: calebriverCR1
password :422SwS1DaR1105!
ALL FOLDER AND FILES
HANNA'S RADLEY PASS
iussed RD13-178
visting 45-2314
guset number 04526
barcode number 46575960612
radley sanitarium
CECE DRAKES RADLEY PASS
cece drake
guset no 031758
visitng 26-0034
barcode 465765960612
darklette county pa philadelphia pennsylvania 215
phone+1 610-215-5555
PHONE NUMBER INFORMATION USED IN THE SHOW
phone number
215-469-3561
YMAX COMMUNICATION CORP LANDLINE FROM PHILADELPHIA ,PA
ON ROAD HAVERTOWN AND NEAR THE EAST PAST ON ROTE 76
IS REAL
ALSO HAS A ANOTHER NUMBER UNDER THE SAME DETAILS
BUT DIFFERNT NUMBER 215-469-3561
ALL USED ON PRETTY LITTLE LIARS
FOR BOTH TOBY AND MONA'S THE ONE SPENCER USED TO FIND TOBY
235 sqruce street in b haven THIS IS USED IN ONE OF THE NEWSPAPERS FOR CONVATION BETWEEN ALISON AND THE PERSON WHO WAS TRYING TO HURT HER IT IS A REAL PLACE UP FOR RENT http://www.redfin.com/PA/Glenolden/235-Spruce-St-19036/home/38251510 MAYBE ALISON MEET UP WITH THE PERSON AND BECAUSE OF THE MEET HER KNEW HER WAS UNSAFE THAT WHY ALISON WENT INTO HIDING SEE LIKE A GOOD REASON TOO.
vivian darkbloom SINGED INTO THE LOST WOODS RESORT SEPTEMBER 9TH BUT WHEN TOBY SHOW HIS TATTOO SPENCER HASTING SAW IT SAYING 109 THAT SEPTEMBER 1TH THE DAY ALISON WENT MISSING IF ALISON WENT MISSING THAT DAY HOW COULD HER BOOK INTO THE HOTEL ON THE 9TH MAYBE ALISON IS ALIVE BUT IN HIDING.
Tuesday, 3 September 2013
pretty little liars and me
I AM THINKING OF DOING A PRETTY LITTLE LIARS JOB WITH THE WHOLE BLACKMAILING THING I JUST NEED MONEY TO GET ME AWAY FROM THIS PLACES THE LIES AND SECRETS IT IS ALL DOING MY HEAD IN I WISH I WAS A UNKNOWN HAHA NOT POSSIBLE I KNOW...(I LIKE THE SAYING NEVER TRUSTED A PRETTY GIRL WITH A UGLY SECRET)
I SAW MITCHELL TODAY AND I TOLD HIM ABOUT THE WHOLE THING AND I FELT RELIVED AND HAPPY BUT I JUST KNOW IT GOING TO BEAT ME IN THE ASS LIKE ALWAYS....
I NOT KNOW I JUST WANT TO RUN AWAY AND HIDE LIKE ALISON IN THE PRETTY LITTLE LIARS AND FORM THIS SECRET TEAM TO TORTURE PEOPLE WITH THEIR SECRETS AND MAKING THEIR LIFE HELL LIKE MY LIFE HAS BEEN LIKE FOR 9 YEARS OF BULLING AND USING SHIT.
IT ALL HAS TO END
IT SEEMS EASY TO DO THANKS TO OF KNOWLEDGE FROM PRETTY LITTLE LIARS I HAVE THE PROVE AND AMOE TO DO IT BUT SHOULD I OR SHOULDN'T I QUESTION QUESTION HMM?????
BUT I KNOW IF I DO IT I WILL HURT LOT OF PEOPLE AND I KNOW DEEP DOWN I AM NOT LIKE THAT I AM NOT A MONSTER WHAT DOSNT KILL ME MAKES ME STRONGER RIGHT.....
LOOK AT ME I AM TALKING THOUGH AN LAPTOP LUCKY ME IT WONT TALK BACK OR GOSSIP ABOUT ME JUST HOPE THE DOLLY MAGAZINE LOOKS AT MY CLIP AND MAKES ME FAMOUS I NEED A CHANGE AND I NEED A NEW LIFE THIS ONE IS NOT THE ONE I WANT.
I NEED TO MAKE A FURTURE FOR MYSELF AND MOVE ON FROM THIS SHITTY ISLAND BTW IT'S NAME IS BIRBIE ISLAND THE LAND OF THE FAKERS LIARS AND BULLIES AND BULLSHITERS HAHA AND IT MEANT TO BE THE LAND OF HOPES AND DREAMS ALL IT IS THE LAND OF HATE FAKE UNKNOWN FOUNDED SECRETS.
ANYWAYS I GOT TO GO XOXO GOSSIP GIRL
I SAW MITCHELL TODAY AND I TOLD HIM ABOUT THE WHOLE THING AND I FELT RELIVED AND HAPPY BUT I JUST KNOW IT GOING TO BEAT ME IN THE ASS LIKE ALWAYS....
I NOT KNOW I JUST WANT TO RUN AWAY AND HIDE LIKE ALISON IN THE PRETTY LITTLE LIARS AND FORM THIS SECRET TEAM TO TORTURE PEOPLE WITH THEIR SECRETS AND MAKING THEIR LIFE HELL LIKE MY LIFE HAS BEEN LIKE FOR 9 YEARS OF BULLING AND USING SHIT.
IT ALL HAS TO END
IT SEEMS EASY TO DO THANKS TO OF KNOWLEDGE FROM PRETTY LITTLE LIARS I HAVE THE PROVE AND AMOE TO DO IT BUT SHOULD I OR SHOULDN'T I QUESTION QUESTION HMM?????
BUT I KNOW IF I DO IT I WILL HURT LOT OF PEOPLE AND I KNOW DEEP DOWN I AM NOT LIKE THAT I AM NOT A MONSTER WHAT DOSNT KILL ME MAKES ME STRONGER RIGHT.....
LOOK AT ME I AM TALKING THOUGH AN LAPTOP LUCKY ME IT WONT TALK BACK OR GOSSIP ABOUT ME JUST HOPE THE DOLLY MAGAZINE LOOKS AT MY CLIP AND MAKES ME FAMOUS I NEED A CHANGE AND I NEED A NEW LIFE THIS ONE IS NOT THE ONE I WANT.
I NEED TO MAKE A FURTURE FOR MYSELF AND MOVE ON FROM THIS SHITTY ISLAND BTW IT'S NAME IS BIRBIE ISLAND THE LAND OF THE FAKERS LIARS AND BULLIES AND BULLSHITERS HAHA AND IT MEANT TO BE THE LAND OF HOPES AND DREAMS ALL IT IS THE LAND OF HATE FAKE UNKNOWN FOUNDED SECRETS.
ANYWAYS I GOT TO GO XOXO GOSSIP GIRL
Monday, 2 September 2013
the world
just did the frist day of vocational placement yesturday and it went well i could of change a few things like getting beaten by a boy and getting slap by another boy and having a boy saying he dose not like me because i wasnt a proper teacher haha..
beside all of that the day went good and i loved working with the childern it just means i can give something back to the world i gusse.
yesruday nite and today when i woke up i had a server pain in th bottom of my belly so i took the day off to relaxe and let the pain go in time i hope it dose go away if not i am fucked...
me and mithcell are still the same but i still love him no matter what happens in the near distance future.
i wish people people talk to me and not about me and doing it behide my back it like the same high school bull shit i dealt with every single day...
for once in my depressing life i fell happy for once no one is bring me down or making me do anything i not want to do maybe people are finally seeing the real jacqueline kelly howe
YESSSSSSSSSSSSS but i not want to rinous just incase my luck runs out.
i am trying to get a job at the centre without people knowing my plans on how i am going to get it done haha
anyways got to go talk later xoxo gossip girl
beside all of that the day went good and i loved working with the childern it just means i can give something back to the world i gusse.
yesruday nite and today when i woke up i had a server pain in th bottom of my belly so i took the day off to relaxe and let the pain go in time i hope it dose go away if not i am fucked...
me and mithcell are still the same but i still love him no matter what happens in the near distance future.
i wish people people talk to me and not about me and doing it behide my back it like the same high school bull shit i dealt with every single day...
for once in my depressing life i fell happy for once no one is bring me down or making me do anything i not want to do maybe people are finally seeing the real jacqueline kelly howe
YESSSSSSSSSSSSS but i not want to rinous just incase my luck runs out.
i am trying to get a job at the centre without people knowing my plans on how i am going to get it done haha
anyways got to go talk later xoxo gossip girl
Wednesday, 28 August 2013
undercover
so just found out a guy who is cracking on to me is having a child and might be getting married soon but i fell like he is not tell me the whole story or the whole truth but at the same time i have a gut filling he might be lying to me and everyone knows i hate a lair and people lying to my faces.
i was at the train station waiting for the bus and i saw my mate we ended up catching up and i meet her daughter and bree-ella is so so so so cute and bree has the most pretty blue eyes ever.....
i know one thing Joshua hinkley want to have sex with me but i am trying to not have sex with him but i fell like i can also trusted him too....
who knows what else i can uncover but stay tune..........
i am jacqueline howe good nite
i was at the train station waiting for the bus and i saw my mate we ended up catching up and i meet her daughter and bree-ella is so so so so cute and bree has the most pretty blue eyes ever.....
i know one thing Joshua hinkley want to have sex with me but i am trying to not have sex with him but i fell like i can also trusted him too....
who knows what else i can uncover but stay tune..........
i am jacqueline howe good nite
Monday, 26 August 2013
just the way it is
i fell like i am understood by so many people i just wish people saw me as i am and not the person they have read or heard about in high or on facebook.
it just gets me down when people think i am this sluty easy rough chick which is not me
yes i was acting sluty for the fun of it
yes i lost my vcard at age 16
yes i have had sex 22 times but with people i was dating at the time of the sex past times
yes i said i was having sex so many times
i can apment to those
but deep down when people get to know me i am this
fun
nice
caring loyal respectful loving kind happy joyful
i am a protector and lover of the night but most importantly i am in love with this amzacing guy called Mitchell bartley who looks at my pages and and reads me and gets to know me for me which is the most wonderful thing about him what makes it fell much more better he protects me and gives me a hug when i need it. it makes me laugh that we both know when each other is lying and it makes me laugh is that we have know each other for 6-7 years. i know him and i love him so much. he is the only one who makes me happy and sad and upset and makes me laugh. for the i am grateful and thankful i love you Mitchell bartley no matter what happens to us. in two year if we not find anyone we plan on getting married so when the two years come around i will be name Jacqueline Kelly bartley which sounds lovely and to die for. i love the sound or Jacqueline and Mitchell bartley. Mr and Mrs bartley hmmm perfected haha.
anyways me and my sister Jessica had a fright i wish she just men up and grow a pear of balls be a bigger person and deal with a problem and tell the truth. i am over the lies and misegrad or facts or fiction anyways i am over it.
i have found a places for my vocational placement and it is the same kindergarten i went to as a little girl it sounds so so so sweet haha and am thankful they took me on and gave me everything i could need.
anyways i have to go now so talk whenever i am back off. cyas blogers miss yous already haha lol=lots of love
it just gets me down when people think i am this sluty easy rough chick which is not me
yes i was acting sluty for the fun of it
yes i lost my vcard at age 16
yes i have had sex 22 times but with people i was dating at the time of the sex past times
yes i said i was having sex so many times
i can apment to those
but deep down when people get to know me i am this
fun
nice
caring loyal respectful loving kind happy joyful
i am a protector and lover of the night but most importantly i am in love with this amzacing guy called Mitchell bartley who looks at my pages and and reads me and gets to know me for me which is the most wonderful thing about him what makes it fell much more better he protects me and gives me a hug when i need it. it makes me laugh that we both know when each other is lying and it makes me laugh is that we have know each other for 6-7 years. i know him and i love him so much. he is the only one who makes me happy and sad and upset and makes me laugh. for the i am grateful and thankful i love you Mitchell bartley no matter what happens to us. in two year if we not find anyone we plan on getting married so when the two years come around i will be name Jacqueline Kelly bartley which sounds lovely and to die for. i love the sound or Jacqueline and Mitchell bartley. Mr and Mrs bartley hmmm perfected haha.
anyways me and my sister Jessica had a fright i wish she just men up and grow a pear of balls be a bigger person and deal with a problem and tell the truth. i am over the lies and misegrad or facts or fiction anyways i am over it.
i have found a places for my vocational placement and it is the same kindergarten i went to as a little girl it sounds so so so sweet haha and am thankful they took me on and gave me everything i could need.
anyways i have to go now so talk whenever i am back off. cyas blogers miss yous already haha lol=lots of love
Saturday, 10 August 2013
mayte Michelle Rodriguez
35 year old this year size 7 in shoes got her GED went to business school drop out became a actor and wants to become a screen writer and a future director has a voice on halo 2 as marine and has featured in resident evil 1 and 5 as rain and has been on blue chase as Eden and girl fright. has been on the show top gear. has a love for cats kittens and dogs and puppy's. love to play video games and works out and has a tomboy look in the personality department.
dated vin aka dom in real life and has became close friends with him.
one day i would love to meet mayte and ask her so many question about the work life and social life i have loads of respect for mayte and what mayte stands for and one day if i do meet mayte i want to become a close friend to herself.
mayte Michelle Rodriguez is a real women with loads of kindness careness and niceness.
if mayte ever reads this i would want her to contact me at this email jacquelinehowe4@gmail.com
i am planing on naming one of my kids after mayte and would want her to be a godmother to
time to fly
Matt McCann is back in the picture and for his own reasons meaning sex anyway i have told Mitchell how i fell about him and why i love him so much which is a load off my shoulders haha just help filling some sort or need to have him with me in my life forever which is what every girl wants i think?.
josh oches has contacted me after two year non talking but why i mean why now? more questions for me to answer on my own i am starting to be scared of the unknown. what may happen.
me and Blake have dissed to start up and business to giver which might not be a bad thing but i am just considered about how i will deal with it all
if this dose hit off we could make this national and then international which means travelling and lots of money for me and my future kids.
i am tried to learn how to speak Spanish and so far not so good but getting their what i really want to do is became a actor and singer and make it big on my own i want to be more like Michelle Rodriguez aka letty aka rain aka she.
tried to find work is still hard theirs nothing happening here or going on anyways got to stay positive aye haha just cant hope to fell some sort of distany handed my way could just be me i don't know but what i do know is that i want to be with Mitchell bartley my prince charming my knight and shining armor my soul mate and my best friend. if he reads this i just want him to know he is my only one true love silly to say this but it is true to me and to my heart.
josh oches has contacted me after two year non talking but why i mean why now? more questions for me to answer on my own i am starting to be scared of the unknown. what may happen.
me and Blake have dissed to start up and business to giver which might not be a bad thing but i am just considered about how i will deal with it all
if this dose hit off we could make this national and then international which means travelling and lots of money for me and my future kids.
i am tried to learn how to speak Spanish and so far not so good but getting their what i really want to do is became a actor and singer and make it big on my own i want to be more like Michelle Rodriguez aka letty aka rain aka she.
tried to find work is still hard theirs nothing happening here or going on anyways got to stay positive aye haha just cant hope to fell some sort of distany handed my way could just be me i don't know but what i do know is that i want to be with Mitchell bartley my prince charming my knight and shining armor my soul mate and my best friend. if he reads this i just want him to know he is my only one true love silly to say this but it is true to me and to my heart.
Sunday, 19 May 2013
the world as i know it
every day i wake up with nothing to live for some times i look at the sky i image a world out side of bribie island. everytime i think of something it sounds great and everything but it also comes down too having a job and the amount of money i earn for myself to do it.
their are some days i fell like holding myself back.
just like last nigth i email my ex boyfriend aka my best friend to ask why he had stop talking to me after i open my side to him and how i was filling about him. i just not understand why he is going this to me. is it the fact he has a girlfriend called jessica that he has cheated on 3 times for me or that fact that it was just the sex or is it he can not come to treams on how he fells about me and he is just confused as i am.
anyway why i am i talking about mithcell bartley when i have a boyfriend not worrie he is my age a pit shorter then myself and he has a great body too you got to love blane paton. some people ask me why i just think he is hot sweet and great listener and gives any girl the time of day. and beside when we frist hooked up as boyfriend and girlfiend he was respectful kind givin and loyal all the things a girl dreams of have in a guy a guy to call a men.
this is my world this is the world of jackie howe cyas tomomrow :-D
their are some days i fell like holding myself back.
just like last nigth i email my ex boyfriend aka my best friend to ask why he had stop talking to me after i open my side to him and how i was filling about him. i just not understand why he is going this to me. is it the fact he has a girlfriend called jessica that he has cheated on 3 times for me or that fact that it was just the sex or is it he can not come to treams on how he fells about me and he is just confused as i am.
anyway why i am i talking about mithcell bartley when i have a boyfriend not worrie he is my age a pit shorter then myself and he has a great body too you got to love blane paton. some people ask me why i just think he is hot sweet and great listener and gives any girl the time of day. and beside when we frist hooked up as boyfriend and girlfiend he was respectful kind givin and loyal all the things a girl dreams of have in a guy a guy to call a men.
this is my world this is the world of jackie howe cyas tomomrow :-D
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