just the way it is

i fell like i am understood by so many people i just wish people saw me as i am and not the person they have read or heard about in high or on facebook.

it just gets me down when people think i am this sluty easy rough chick which is not me 

yes i was acting sluty for the fun of it 
yes i lost my vcard at age 16 
yes i have had sex 22 times but with people i was dating at the time of the sex past times
yes i said i was having sex so many times 

i can apment to those 

but deep down when people get to know me i am this 
fun
nice 
caring loyal respectful loving kind happy joyful 
i am a protector and lover of the night but most importantly i am in love with this amzacing guy called Mitchell bartley who looks at my pages and and reads me and gets to know me for me which is the most wonderful thing about him what makes it fell much more better he protects me and gives me a hug when i need it. it makes me laugh that we both know when each other is lying and it makes me laugh is that we have know each other for 6-7 years. i know him and i love him so much. he is the only one who makes me happy and sad and upset and makes me laugh. for the i am grateful and thankful i love you Mitchell bartley no matter what happens to us. in two year if we not find anyone we plan on getting married so when the two years come around i will be name Jacqueline Kelly bartley which sounds lovely and to die for. i love the sound or Jacqueline and Mitchell bartley. Mr and Mrs bartley hmmm perfected haha.

anyways me and my sister Jessica had a fright i wish she just men up and grow a pear of balls be a bigger person and deal with a problem and tell the truth. i am over the lies and misegrad or facts or fiction anyways i am over it.

i have found a places for my vocational placement and it is the same kindergarten i went to as a little girl it sounds so so so sweet haha and am thankful they took me on and gave me everything i could need.

anyways i have to go now so talk whenever i am back off. cyas blogers miss yous already haha lol=lots of love