every day i wake up with nothing to live for some times i look at the sky i image a world out side of bribie island. everytime i think of something it sounds great and everything but it also comes down too having a job and the amount of money i earn for myself to do it.
their are some days i fell like holding myself back.
just like last nigth i email my ex boyfriend aka my best friend to ask why he had stop talking to me after i open my side to him and how i was filling about him. i just not understand why he is going this to me. is it the fact he has a girlfriend called jessica that he has cheated on 3 times for me or that fact that it was just the sex or is it he can not come to treams on how he fells about me and he is just confused as i am.
anyway why i am i talking about mithcell bartley when i have a boyfriend not worrie he is my age a pit shorter then myself and he has a great body too you got to love blane paton. some people ask me why i just think he is hot sweet and great listener and gives any girl the time of day. and beside when we frist hooked up as boyfriend and girlfiend he was respectful kind givin and loyal all the things a girl dreams of have in a guy a guy to call a men.
this is my world this is the world of jackie howe cyas tomomrow :-D
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