undercover

so just found out a guy who is cracking on to me is having a child and might be getting married soon but i fell like he is not tell me the whole story or the whole truth but at the same time i have a gut filling he might be lying to me and everyone knows i hate a lair and people lying to my faces.

i was at the train station waiting for the bus and i saw my mate we ended up catching up and i meet her daughter and bree-ella is so so so so cute and bree has the most pretty blue eyes ever.....

i know one thing Joshua hinkley want to have sex with me but i am trying to not have sex with him but i fell like i can also trusted him too....

who knows what else i can uncover but stay tune..........


i am jacqueline howe good nite 

just the way it is

i fell like i am understood by so many people i just wish people saw me as i am and not the person they have read or heard about in high or on facebook.

it just gets me down when people think i am this sluty easy rough chick which is not me 

yes i was acting sluty for the fun of it 
yes i lost my vcard at age 16 
yes i have had sex 22 times but with people i was dating at the time of the sex past times
yes i said i was having sex so many times 

i can apment to those 

but deep down when people get to know me i am this 
fun
nice 
caring loyal respectful loving kind happy joyful 
i am a protector and lover of the night but most importantly i am in love with this amzacing guy called Mitchell bartley who looks at my pages and and reads me and gets to know me for me which is the most wonderful thing about him what makes it fell much more better he protects me and gives me a hug when i need it. it makes me laugh that we both know when each other is lying and it makes me laugh is that we have know each other for 6-7 years. i know him and i love him so much. he is the only one who makes me happy and sad and upset and makes me laugh. for the i am grateful and thankful i love you Mitchell bartley no matter what happens to us. in two year if we not find anyone we plan on getting married so when the two years come around i will be name Jacqueline Kelly bartley which sounds lovely and to die for. i love the sound or Jacqueline and Mitchell bartley. Mr and Mrs bartley hmmm perfected haha.

anyways me and my sister Jessica had a fright i wish she just men up and grow a pear of balls be a bigger person and deal with a problem and tell the truth. i am over the lies and misegrad or facts or fiction anyways i am over it.

i have found a places for my vocational placement and it is the same kindergarten i went to as a little girl it sounds so so so sweet haha and am thankful they took me on and gave me everything i could need.

anyways i have to go now so talk whenever i am back off. cyas blogers miss yous already haha lol=lots of love 

mayte Michelle Rodriguez

35 year old this year size 7 in shoes got her GED went to business school drop out became a actor and wants to become a screen writer and a future director has a voice on halo 2 as marine and has featured in resident evil 1 and 5 as rain and has been on blue chase as Eden and girl  fright. has been on the show top gear.  has a love for cats kittens and dogs and puppy's. love to play video games and works out and has a tomboy look in the personality department. 

dated vin aka dom in real life and has became close friends with him.

one day i would love to meet mayte and ask her so many question about the work life and social life i have loads of respect for mayte and what mayte stands for and one day if i do meet mayte i want to become a close friend to herself.

mayte Michelle Rodriguez is a real women with loads of kindness careness and niceness.

if mayte ever reads this i would want her to contact me at this email jacquelinehowe4@gmail.com 

i am planing on naming one of my kids after mayte and would want her to be a godmother to

time to fly

Matt McCann is back in the picture and for his own reasons meaning sex anyway i have told Mitchell how i fell about him and why i love him so much which is a load off my shoulders haha just help filling some sort or need to have him with me in my life forever which is what every girl wants i think?.

josh oches has contacted me after two year non talking but why i mean why now? more questions for me to answer on my own i am starting to be scared of the unknown. what may happen.

me and Blake have dissed to start up and business to giver which might not be a bad thing but i am just considered about how i will deal with it all

if this dose hit off we could make this national and then international which means travelling and lots of money for me and my future kids.

i am tried to learn how to speak Spanish and so far not so good but getting their what i really want to do is became a actor and singer and make it big on my own i want to be more like Michelle Rodriguez aka letty aka rain aka she.

tried to find work is still hard theirs nothing happening here or going on anyways got to stay positive aye haha just cant hope to fell some sort of distany handed my way could just be me i don't know but what i do know is that i want to be with Mitchell bartley my prince charming my knight and shining armor my soul mate and my best friend. if he reads this i just want him to know he is my only one true love silly to say this but it is true to me and to my heart.