wanting more

wanting more 

as i get older im am starting to think my life experience is wasting away and for what staying at home studying.

i am always questioning myself about my life choices and where have they got me to. jumping from one thing to another and still not know who i am after 20 years of life. their are some days that i wake up and say hey i am a kind hearten soul hoping that could enrich my day in the most positive way. but i still cant help to fell lost and not knowing what to do with myself or my life. 

all i know about myself is that one i want to travel the world and explore everything that these is to see whilst i am still alive. two i want to move to England and raise my future kids their. but in order to do those things i need money and you cant get money setting o your ass all day i need a job. 

but finding a job in Australia is very hard these days. mainly because of 3 reasons. one organisation business and industry don't need the help because they cant afford to take on anyone else. two the age of retiring has been raised up so these more older people working and something organisation business and industry prefer them over someone who is young like myself. 3 because these is so much hate out there so no one gives anyone a chance to show what they can do.  i would work overseas but i not know where to begin all i have ever dream about doing as a job is being a #wwediva or a #singer for the #popculture but no one gives me a chance i would email people and apply online for show like #thevoice and #thexfactor but still no luck.

i am however going to keep trying my hardist to get into the #wwe because it has been my dream since i was 9 years old. i knew i wanted to be a diva when i saw #kellykelly fright #galekim or when Layla and mccool where a team. my favorite diva is Jacqueline power sex and knew what her wanted and when Jacqueline spoke about something it came from the heart. Jacqueline was truly amazing.