To all readers please read this. :-)

Hello readers

As you many of already notice i have changed the name of my blog. I want you all to know i'll keep on writing the same old things and update this blog like i have in the past. The reason for the new name is because i had a breach of privacy issuse.

Stay tune for new updates coming to this blog. My new blog will be posted tomorrow at 9pm or at lates the day after tomorrow at 9pm.  

Keep on reading and writing and keep on being nice to one another and always to be free to have fun  and be yourself.

Until then it is goodbye for now.

Up's and Down's

When i last wrote i Spock of a mystery lover that i could see myself with. But turns out i was wrong to think so. This guy i wanted to be with told me that he felt the same way but for a health reason it can't happen. I understand that he might be scared to have something that may end within a few months or years but somewhere deep down i think he is only saying that to get out of being in a relationship because the thought of being in a real long term relationship scares him more then the future it's self.

I know someone personally who is in the same position as him and yet he got married had two beautiful kids and keeps on putting one step in front of him because he wants to live for his family he wants to live for his own path and his own happy some what future. Which is why i think my mystery lover is being selfish and i know that word selfish has a big mean towards it but i can't help how i feel about this whole situation.  If my mystery lover dose read this know that i am sorry if i have offended you wasn't my intentions i just had to let it all out.

Anyways i am still doing my business class but feel like i am still overwhelm with the work load and i am glad that #SmartCity i willing to help me and are great when explaining the most simplest question. I really want to pass this so i am going to continue to keep my head down and try and try and when that doesn't work try some more.

In other news i have to congratulate my dear friend Megan for the happy news of her Engagement and the news of her upcoming baby. Who i know will be beautiful and kind and giving loving person just like her mom is.  Congratulations Megan .L.

Anyways i got to go talk when i have other news to report. Also i am leaving the link up so those who are interested in going to #SmartCity  can fine all the details. Also i just want to say to everyone who is reading this that when someone says to you that you can't do this or you are poor at doing that. Don't let it get to you prove them wrong learn more about what you are doing and improve or walk away from them and continue to live your life because at the end of the day they don't live for you, you live for yourself so be happy do things that make you happy. Haters will hate so let them you just focus on being happy with yourself and the thing and people you love.

All my thoughts and prays and love go out to the people of #Italy

HERE IS THE LINK FOR SMART CITY-----------------  https://www.smartcitycollege.edu.au/
Thank you all for reading this it dose mean the world to me.

Loving Life

For the past few months me and someone close to my heart and past have been reconnecting and rediscovering things about each other. The past him is nothing compared to the present him i like the new him. He is more understanding more open and more verbal with his own emotions which compared to his past is a refreshing new look. I must say i might be falling for him again and in the right ways. But how can i say that to him without coming on too much or driving him away. All i do know at the moment is i have to be honest with him and with myself.

Anyways studies are still going on and i still love my diploma of business. However i am feeling overwhelmed and thinking i might not ever pass it all because the work load might be too much. But i have always love a challenge so i'll keep on pushing and pushing till i get it all right and all pass and all done.

But for now i got to keep Loving life and laughing out loud.

Thank you all for reading my blog it means a lot. So feel free to comment and like.

College life

It has been 6 months since i first started my new college. The teachers are nice and actually do care about your studies which here in Australia is hard to fine that.  I am in love with my studies even if doing a diploma of business is hard but it is worth it. 

I want to start up my own business i finally make something of myself. This college has given me that and for that i am grateful to smart city college. On the other hand i am still writing my books and hope for one day one of the two get publish by Harper Collins publishing yep the the same publishing company that works with Sara Shepard author of the best selling books #PrettyLittleLiars and #TheLyingGames and yes i love her work and yes i am obsess with her work who wouldn't. 

In other top stories i have found someone new well he is from my old high school past. But he makes me feel so nervous we have plans to meet up when he get's back into town. However these a bad side i don't know if theirs going to be a future even though i want there to be a future. I don't know but i'll keep i want to be positive so i am going to be positive even if these uncertainty. 

A few months ago i meet up with an ex to get some of the answers i wanted and hardly got anything. I want closure but for some reason i don't see that happening anytime soon so i am going to leave the past in the past and move on and try not to repeat old bad habits.

Someone once told me a little mystery is good for the soul and that person is right. But i am not ready to talk about that yet but it is exciting. Excitement in my life is hard to come by and this i like. Anyways guys i got to go but i will leave a link to the smart city college and to the Harper's Collins publishing business. Thank you for reading this cya :-) . 

https://www.smartcitycollege.edu.au/
https://www.harpercollins.com/cr-102472/sara-shepard

Kourtney Kardashian

Dear Readers


I am here to talk about Kourtney Kardashian one of the well know people from Kim Kardashians West  family tree.

Well how would you love to shop and dress like a #Kardashian whilst supporting a charity.
Kourtney Kardashian has just open a online ebay store to support a charity that is close to her heart.
Kourtney Kardashian is selling everything from tops to dresses to jewelry to shoes. So if you have ever liked one of #KourtneyKardashians outfits well this is your chance to buy it off the women who rock it so well.


To view Kourtney Kardashian online ebay store simply follow the link below.

http://stores.ebay.com/kourtney-kardashian/Kourtney-Kardashian.html_?rt=nc&_sid=1180465053&_sticky=1&_sop=3&_sc=1


I would like to thank my readers for taking the time to read this blog or post. Have a amazing weekend.

wanting more

wanting more 

as i get older im am starting to think my life experience is wasting away and for what staying at home studying.

i am always questioning myself about my life choices and where have they got me to. jumping from one thing to another and still not know who i am after 20 years of life. their are some days that i wake up and say hey i am a kind hearten soul hoping that could enrich my day in the most positive way. but i still cant help to fell lost and not knowing what to do with myself or my life. 

all i know about myself is that one i want to travel the world and explore everything that these is to see whilst i am still alive. two i want to move to England and raise my future kids their. but in order to do those things i need money and you cant get money setting o your ass all day i need a job. 

but finding a job in Australia is very hard these days. mainly because of 3 reasons. one organisation business and industry don't need the help because they cant afford to take on anyone else. two the age of retiring has been raised up so these more older people working and something organisation business and industry prefer them over someone who is young like myself. 3 because these is so much hate out there so no one gives anyone a chance to show what they can do.  i would work overseas but i not know where to begin all i have ever dream about doing as a job is being a #wwediva or a #singer for the #popculture but no one gives me a chance i would email people and apply online for show like #thevoice and #thexfactor but still no luck.

i am however going to keep trying my hardist to get into the #wwe because it has been my dream since i was 9 years old. i knew i wanted to be a diva when i saw #kellykelly fright #galekim or when Layla and mccool where a team. my favorite diva is Jacqueline power sex and knew what her wanted and when Jacqueline spoke about something it came from the heart. Jacqueline was truly amazing.

please bring back

please make ravenswood available for Australia to watch and put the show on dvd for Australian people to buy in store and online.

please bring back the following shows secret circle and the lying games and star-crossed. all these shows ended with a to be continue ending we never knew the real ending.

please put the lying games on dvd and available in stores for Australian viewers to buy.
please put star-crossed on dvd available in store in Australia to buy.
please put secret circle on dvd available in stores in Australia to buy.

#bringback #thelyinggames #secretcircle #star-crossed
#putonaustraliantv #ravenswood

the lying games and secret circle and star-crossed was never made available on dvd for the Australian people. ravenswood was never on a Australian tv channel when it was apart of pretty little liars so it should of been on fox8 on the foxtel systems. also ravenswoods season are not available to buy on dvd in Australian stores.

sorry about the errors and spelling mistakes in this written blog post.