Sunday, 15 December 2013

FREE FALLING

SOMETIMES IT FELL LIKE I GOT NO SAY OF WHAT HAPPENS TO MY LIFE OR WHAT HAPPENS IN IT BUT SOME TIMES I JUST FELLS LIKE I AM ALL ALONE WITH NOTHING TO DO OR SAY.  STILL TRYING TO FIND WORK BUT KNOWING AUSTRALIA THEIR IS NO JOBS GOING ON I JUST WISH THAT I MOVE TO ENGLAND OR THE USA TO FOR FELL A DREAM OF SINGING OR ACTING I KNOW THESE HARD WORK INCULED LIKE PHOTO-SHOTS AND INTERVIEWS AND ETC BUT I AM WILLING TO DO THE TRAVEL AND THE CHANGES THAT IS NEEDED. BUT LOOKING AT ME POSTING LIKE THIS SOME INTERVIEW TO SEE IF IT GETS ACROSS.

IF SOMEONE WHO WORKS FOR MUSIC INDUSTRY HERE AND LOOK AT MY SINGING http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9WiwmHzAwFQ


ANYWAYS I GOT TO GO GUYS TALK LATER

BYE ......


Tuesday, 10 December 2013

TO BE REGRETFUL OF THE MISTAKE THAT COULD COST ME

I BLOCK OFF THE WHOLE MITCHELL BARTLEY PERSON FROM MY LIFE AND I FELL LIKE I HAVE MADE A HUGE MISTAKE ABOUT IT I STILL LOVE HIM AND DO REALLY MISS HIM SO FUCKEN MUCH. I AM WRITTEN THIS WHILST I AM CRYING MY EYES OFF.

I LOST A MATE
I LOST MY SEX PATTERN
I LOST MY SOUL MATE
I LOST MY FIRST LOVE

HOPE HE READ THIS TO KNOW HOW FUCKEN SORRY I AM JUST WANT HIM TO KNOW THAT I DO STILL LOVE HIM.

I                LOVE               MITCHELL               BARTLEY


I AM REGRETTING GETTING IN CONTACT WITH JOSH BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN IN A BAD MOOD FOR THE PAST TWO WEEK STUPID BASTARD  HE GO'S ONLINE TELL'S US HE WANTS US AND THEN HE SAID CAN REMEMBER WHAT HAPPEN LAST NITE I WAS DRUNK OF HIS HEAD AND WE MAKES PLANS TO MEET UP AND AS SOON AS I HAVE PLAN ON THE LAST MIN HE GETS ALL UPSET AND RUDE ABOUT THINGS AND THEN SAID WE SHOULD JUST BE MATES WHO NOT FUCK I AM LIKE WHAT THE FUCK

ANY WHO GOT TO GO NOW

Tuesday, 3 December 2013

LOVE OF FRIENDS AND FAMILY

EVEN WHEN I THOUGTH ME AND BEN BRADY WOULD NEVER HAVE A FRIENDSHIP WE ENDED UP TALKING OVER A TOPIC ON FACEBOOK THAT SHOWED ME HE STILL CARES FOR ME BUT IN A FRIENDSHIP WAY WHICH MEET SO MUCH FOR ME TO HEAR BECAUSE ALL I HAVE EVER WANTED IS THAT. IT JUST FELLS SO GREAT

TO MAKE IT BETTER I FELL MORE CLOSE TO KARLAH BECAUSE WHEN HER CAME TO MY RESCUE KARLAH TOLD ME SOME REALLY SUPPORT THINGS WHICH MADE ME LIKE HER MORE AS A SISTER.

MATT AND I ARE STILL MATE BUT FOR SOME REASON I KNOW I COULD ALWAYS COUNT ON HIM TALKING TO HIS GIRLFRIEND MADE EVERYTHING EVEN BETTER I THINK FOR A LONG TIME I MADE AND NEW MATE

EVERYTHING IS PERFECT BUT THESE ONLY TWO THINGS ON MY MIND
JOSHUA HINKLEY
MITHCELL BARTLEY

JOSH BECAUSE I LIKE HIM BUT I WANT A RELATIONSHIP AND HE DOSENT HE WANTS US TO BE MATES FOR NOW AND HAVE BENEFITS INVOULED WITH IT TOO
MITHCELL WANTED THE SAME THING BUT IT TOOK ME 4 YEAR TO RELIZED THAT I AM I JUST FULL FOR THAT TRICK AGAIN OF SHOULD I JUST FOLOW MY HEART WHICH IS BEEN WITH JOSH WHAT TO DO??????

ME AND MITHCELL ENDED EVERYTHING FROM FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS TO AND POSSIBLE FRIENDSHIP

WHO CARES WELL I DO HE WAS MY FRIST LOVE AND STILL LOVE HIM TO THIS DAY YET AGAIN MY HEART WAS HURTING

GOT TO GO STAY TUNE IN

Friday, 22 November 2013

REAL OR USED

IN 2010 I MEET MITHCELL BARTLEY BUT AT THE TIME I WAS DATING HIS BEST FRIEND MATT BUT ONE DAY MITHCELL SAID ( WE SHOULD SWAP GIRLFRIENDS FOR THE DAY ) EVERYTHING WAS OK BUT ONLY WHEN IT TRUN 1PM WHEN SOMETHING SEXUAL AND MISUDERSTANDING THING HAPPEND BETWEEN BOTH ME AND MITHCELL. WE DID IT ON AND OFF FOR ABOUT A YEAR BUT WE ENDED IT BUT BEFORE THAT I TOLD MATT AND MITHCELL TOLD COURTNEY HIS PUBLIC GIRLFRIEND AT THE TIME.

IN 2011 WE KETP US MATES BUT WE ENDED UP BEING TOGIVER NOT KNOW WHY THEN IT END I STARTED TO SEE ANOTHER DUDE WHICH THEN MITHCELL GOT INVOULED HAD SAID TO ME [HE IS ONLY USING YOU FOR SEX ] MITCHELL THEN WENT TO BEN BRADY AND TOLD HIM [I WAS USING HIM TO GET BACK AT MITCHELL HIMSELF] ALL OF THIS WAS UNTRUE AND ALL FAULSE ON HIS BEHALF BUT I WAS CARELESS TO BELIVE WHAT HE HAD SAID

2012 SENIOR YEAR MITCHELL AND I WHERE MATES FOR A LONG TIME BUT PEOPLE SAID THINGS AND BULLIED ME AND MADE ME OUT TO BE SOMETHING I WASNT MITCHELL FELL INTO THE TRAP AND BECAME AGAINST ME AND FOR HIS SO CALLED MATES THAT TRUSHED HIS NAME WITH FAULTS DEALS AND LIES.  ANYWAYS HE CALLED ME EVERY NAME UNDER THE SUN AND BULLIED ME OUT OF SCHOOLS. SO IN LATE 2012 I DROP OUT AND NEVER LOOKED BACK AT THE PAST BUT NOT MATTER HOW FAR AWAY I WAS THE BULLIES CALLED AND TEXT ME AND EMAIL ME WITH HORROABLE THINGS TO SAY TO ME.

BYE NEW YEARS THINGS GOT BETTER NO ONE FROM MY PAST WAS HURTING ME ANYMORE I WAS HAPPY AT PEICES BUT MITHCELL CAME BACK AND STARTED TO CALL ON ME AND VISTING ME WE ENDED UP DATING BUT IT TRUNS OUT ALL THE VIST AND FUCKING WAS ONLY FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS NOTHING MORE OR LESS. I WANTED HIM TO BE MY HUSBEN BUT OBBVISOULY NOTHING GO'S MY WAY IT NEVER DOSE.

LIKE IN MID 2012 I HAD A MISSCAGE TO A GUY WHO I WONT MENSION FOR SO MANY REASON BUT THE PAID WILL NEVER LEAVE OR GO IT ALWAYS STAYS WITH ME FOR HOW LONG I NOT KNOW. ALL I CAN DO IS MOVE FORWARD AND HOPE FOR THE BEST AND LIVE MY LIFE BY TAKING BY TAKING BABY STEPS IT IS ALL I CAN DO FOR NOW !!!!!

ANYWAYS I HAVE TO GO TALK LATER

Sunday, 10 November 2013

Tuesday, 29 October 2013

THE TOP 7 SONG OF 2013 from jacqueline howe

AT NUMBER 7

http://youtu.be/8Lp5Rhqi-EQ


AT NUMBER 6

http://youtu.be/NWdrO4BoCu8

AT NUMBER 5

http://youtu.be/rQi8wEHMm5Y

AT NUMBER 4

http://youtu.be/_i2EwTKRmsU

AT NUMBER 3

http://youtu.be/rv8C1wjbsKw

AT NUMBER 2

http://youtu.be/Avx35Mjkkhw

AT NUMBER 1

http://youtu.be/CQ9JdDAbKH0


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