Friday, 22 November 2013

REAL OR USED

IN 2010 I MEET MITHCELL BARTLEY BUT AT THE TIME I WAS DATING HIS BEST FRIEND MATT BUT ONE DAY MITHCELL SAID ( WE SHOULD SWAP GIRLFRIENDS FOR THE DAY ) EVERYTHING WAS OK BUT ONLY WHEN IT TRUN 1PM WHEN SOMETHING SEXUAL AND MISUDERSTANDING THING HAPPEND BETWEEN BOTH ME AND MITHCELL. WE DID IT ON AND OFF FOR ABOUT A YEAR BUT WE ENDED IT BUT BEFORE THAT I TOLD MATT AND MITHCELL TOLD COURTNEY HIS PUBLIC GIRLFRIEND AT THE TIME.

IN 2011 WE KETP US MATES BUT WE ENDED UP BEING TOGIVER NOT KNOW WHY THEN IT END I STARTED TO SEE ANOTHER DUDE WHICH THEN MITHCELL GOT INVOULED HAD SAID TO ME [HE IS ONLY USING YOU FOR SEX ] MITCHELL THEN WENT TO BEN BRADY AND TOLD HIM [I WAS USING HIM TO GET BACK AT MITCHELL HIMSELF] ALL OF THIS WAS UNTRUE AND ALL FAULSE ON HIS BEHALF BUT I WAS CARELESS TO BELIVE WHAT HE HAD SAID

2012 SENIOR YEAR MITCHELL AND I WHERE MATES FOR A LONG TIME BUT PEOPLE SAID THINGS AND BULLIED ME AND MADE ME OUT TO BE SOMETHING I WASNT MITCHELL FELL INTO THE TRAP AND BECAME AGAINST ME AND FOR HIS SO CALLED MATES THAT TRUSHED HIS NAME WITH FAULTS DEALS AND LIES.  ANYWAYS HE CALLED ME EVERY NAME UNDER THE SUN AND BULLIED ME OUT OF SCHOOLS. SO IN LATE 2012 I DROP OUT AND NEVER LOOKED BACK AT THE PAST BUT NOT MATTER HOW FAR AWAY I WAS THE BULLIES CALLED AND TEXT ME AND EMAIL ME WITH HORROABLE THINGS TO SAY TO ME.

BYE NEW YEARS THINGS GOT BETTER NO ONE FROM MY PAST WAS HURTING ME ANYMORE I WAS HAPPY AT PEICES BUT MITHCELL CAME BACK AND STARTED TO CALL ON ME AND VISTING ME WE ENDED UP DATING BUT IT TRUNS OUT ALL THE VIST AND FUCKING WAS ONLY FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS NOTHING MORE OR LESS. I WANTED HIM TO BE MY HUSBEN BUT OBBVISOULY NOTHING GO'S MY WAY IT NEVER DOSE.

LIKE IN MID 2012 I HAD A MISSCAGE TO A GUY WHO I WONT MENSION FOR SO MANY REASON BUT THE PAID WILL NEVER LEAVE OR GO IT ALWAYS STAYS WITH ME FOR HOW LONG I NOT KNOW. ALL I CAN DO IS MOVE FORWARD AND HOPE FOR THE BEST AND LIVE MY LIFE BY TAKING BY TAKING BABY STEPS IT IS ALL I CAN DO FOR NOW !!!!!

ANYWAYS I HAVE TO GO TALK LATER

Sunday, 10 November 2013